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I'm... getting... blank...
. . .
my mind is blank, i just kept "termenung" (why!?)
even if it's such a waste of time.
yet, i can't absorb anything
my mind just remain BLANK.

my math S...
i get a TEEN instead of TY.
what a total failure.

My MUET.
A low ban 4
which is very much of unsatisfactory.

Miss Waan said that
I...
seems to be very different from form5
I used to be active last time and now always sad?
i'm starting to sleep in class,
No
i sleep at anywhere in school.

you know why?
because
it's so boring!!
and it's...
STRESS

if you known me for a long time,
i didn't just started getting the sleepy disease recently
i have been sleeping at anywhere anytime in school
since form5
NOT form6.

I saw a monkey today~
it was crawling towards me.
when it started to attacked (was it really meant to attack?)
i tried to scared it.
then =_=lll it was like
'nak attack tak nak attack'
haha
what a funny monkey~

man~ i'm so not in the mood now.
blank...

random~

tmr exam!! but i still don't feel like studying...
cham =s

hairstyles in maple :D~ VIP =.=
that legendary make me so auntie T_T eee

~ good or bad~?

well, many good things and bad things happened recently T_T

let's start with good things 1st :D~
~Today i reached home early ^^!!! finally i reached home earlier than 2pm from school =P haha that's so rare for me~~~
~i didn't get scoldings from maths teacher today ^^~ 'coz i wasn't really showing that sleepy face again i guess O_O haha gotta put more effort in staying wide awake~
~*maple* i didn't dc that much today ^_^v! probably because i was training in mini dungeon XD but it's so hard to train T_T~
~*maple* Finally helmed scar helm yesterday ^^ haha. A big thank you♥ to bella mei, ai, zhu, burst, lolli, yarmi, holeman, darknessmg, blastmode and those who went for the 3 runs earlier ^^~ i think many of them were controlling 2 chars @.@~

bad things x.x...
~T_T i failed to answer bussiness quiz yesterday. Being the only one who was still standing while others already got their sits. Eventhough i usually score full marks for the writing quiz, but due to the fact that i didn't prepare for the yesterday's quiz at all, i failed to answer even 1 question. NO. i can answer those questions actually, but i never attempt to raise my hand to answer it x_x. larrr too kind to let others answer those and get their sits 1st? but ended up myself being the only one standing =.=? I didn't prepare for the quiz at all, well, i admit that i tollay forgotten about the quiz =.=, when i knew about it in the morning itself, i didn't straight away go and start revise it, instead, i continued doing my math hw =_=lll. Yea, my fault. But even if i started revising at that time, it wouldn't help much :p, revising during recess time would hv been better, well, my mind work last minute best =P. HOWEVER, my darling friend borrowed my notes and i forgot to get it back , by the time i remember, it was too late =.=, fine, i would just sleep and flunk it! So great of her to give it back to me right after the quiz finished =_=lll. Anyway, they helped me in expalining to teacher that i was helping them in memorising the definitions and facts in the morning. Nah, i didn't prepare, i just remembered partly and that was what i could hv helped =.=. Since i didn't prepare for the direct asking quiz, of course when teacher asked me, i wouldn't have got any confident in answering something which i thought would be craps. It's totally different with writing quiz, i can easily crap something out of anything :P~ just by writing~ haha.
Who says my memory power is good? it sucks ok ~_~!!
They thought i was moody O.o, Ad even asked 'u period pain ya?' =_= lol~?
i wasn't having period pain, err wait, maybe there was a bit of it =x, but well, more to heart pain. Why the hell did she took my notes when i needed it most? when she has hers which is the direct same note as mine??? uhhh..... who knows~ maybe she just love my things :P

uh oh =.= i off 1st :PPP nenene~~~ bad things still got more to write about =.= haha~ cham =x i can feel the negative charge O_O~ arrr i'm so negative =.=~~~

happy bday ^^!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED ^-^!!!

♥~

updates updates~~~

phew~ how long have it been since i last posted? hmmm... i'm lazy to count the days =.="
you count la if you wanna count :p haha.
don't expect updates from me =x, but do visit once a month 'coz i might just drop by and crap something here XD~
well, these few weeks i have been staying back in school everyday, note it's "EVERYDAY!!" till 5pm or later then that D: !
ehhh i helped in the prefects fund raising everyday for the last week lo :p

you know what, i'm really fed up of going to school already =.="
every morning i keep asking myself 'can i not go to school?'
then i will answer myself 'NO you must go, you have to do this and that and bla bla bla, the list go on'
uhhhhhhhhhhhh =_=lll i don't wanna go to school aaaaaaa
no it doesn't have anything to do with prefects.
oh wait, there is!
the ssdm
oh man i hate it.
i key in so many datas already , and it suddenly went wrong!!
HOW GREAT!? i have to redo the damn thing!!
after i spent 3 hours for it!? NO. i wasted 3 hours!! Aaaaaaaaaaa

it seems that there're so many things i hate nowadays =.="
sorry God, i can't resist myself from hating things x_x...
I hate chocolate request, I hate ssdm, I hate OB, I hate homeworks the MOST!!

if you were close to me, you should know how much I hate doing homeworks.
seriously, i'm willing to do any other work, but not homework!!
okay, if it's just some homework, it wouldn't matters, BUT it's tons of homeworks!!
when i see it, I hate it. Argh. sorry again God T_T.

the chocolate request is really driving me crazy!! i planned to distribute it last Wednesday, BUT due to shortage of man power and my dear lower six members that can't stay back, the chocolate request is delayed till ... ah i think even until next Monday also it wouldn't be done.
Look, i don't wanna be harsh on anyone, i understand that they can't stay back, so what to do? I have to do it myself la.

i so hope i could have more time to use!!

i hate OB ~_~... i don't like to talk about it, it's sososososo disturbing!! alright! i know, i'm trying to avoid it =.=". but my vice prez and secretary like to keep asking me about it so much =_=lll... eee i hate it hate it hate it, i can't stand that the damn thing just keeps changing. it's not like i like to change it!! Anyway, fyi, we are not inviting outsiders. It might be the worst OB, yea yea blame it on me :P watever~ aaaaaaa i'm the organiser and i have to do almost everything =_=lll
how great~~~ i have to think of everything for everyone? squeeze squeeze squeeze my brain ~_~ ~~~

oh yea, today i slept in econs class while i was listening to Mrs. Tee's explanation.
her teaching was okay =), just that i was too tired x_x, eventhough i actually slept 6 hours last night =.=
my classmates were so funny, they said i was still listening to teacher even if i was still sleeping =.="... lol i'm not that smart la =_=lll... and i taught 2 of my classmates econs @_@...
my SAC and LAC graphs, they said i draw till they think of dirty things =.=" what la...
Anyway, i'm a blur teacher which might lead to ajaran sesat O_O
sorry ya, honestly i'm really not good at teaching, but i will try my best to teach, not that i'm selfish to share my knowledge, i'm just scared of misguiding others O~O...

They wanna know what i eat and what i do normally =.=" lol.
Aiyo, i'm just average la, not genius or anything.
Anyway, you want to know what i eat eh? lemme' tell ya, i eat nothing ^^~

omg i forgot to wish Jinn happy birthday O_O!! omg omg omg!! cham...
i remember her birthday but i forgot to wish her ;---; !! my bad T_T...
yesterday was prefect's jamuan and well, i think it went on quite well i guess. but as the enasihat of the clean co. , i admit i didn't do much ~_~... hey hey, i did help in taking the foods for teachers ok! anyway, i didn't even see the head of clean co. do the serving... was she suppose to do it? am i suppose to do it? arrr wakarimasen T_T i really dunno...
~_~dunno then ask la, don't care la, just do only :p

btw, i sang in st. john's prefect's inter-school competition. that was an explorace actually, then before the closing, they suddenly said they have chosen st mary and cbn to perform =.="
St. Mary sent a girl to sing a song, then when it's cbn's turn, Ai Ring said i will wing =_=lll

oh well, nvm, i will just sing ~_~... in the end, i sang journey--- the only english song that i remember the lyrics :p. maybe i should have sing japanese song =P. anyway, nobody comment on my singing =x. it might be prett bad hahaha. i knew it was too soft and they can't really hear what i sang? hmmm :P blek~~~

oh i miss playing games T_T!!! i miss onlining T_T!!! i miss maple! i miss my guild members T_T!
i miss you you you you you and YOU~~~ hahaha
can't wait for school holidays to come \(n_n)/!!!
everyone take care ya, H1N1!!! careful T_T i don't wanna lose anyone!

i never know i can be so afraid of dying x_x

Lalala~~~

our prefects are crazy =.="!!!
They molest the heads today =_=lll...
i dunno why, Ru Yi and Carven suddenly got so hyper O_o~
Anyway, i haven't kena from them ^_^~
don't think they are interested to kenakan me ~_~
but ah I wouldn't really mind I guess :p since i'm so flat chested~
nothing for them to molest~~~
haha Ai Ring and Merri's reaction was funny~
Merri got balas dendam @.@ i mean play with them =.="... so friendly ==...
Ai Ring reaction was so big XD
well, they said they will kenakan me tomorrow O.o
yea yea~ we'll see~ =.="~~~ I won't have expression anyway =_=lll
orang kayu~~~

prefect life, so far so good~ XD
the one i'm having problem with, is MT6 =.="
oh yea, i stayed in the hall for whole day today, which means i never go into class!!
GREAT eh? =_=lll
just because teacher wanted us to stay in case anything happens =.="

the prefect's shoes~
majority choose heels :D
but actually, it's everyone choose heels i think @_@
Pavi doesn't look very happy O_O...
or maybe she just always looks like that...?
arrr =.=" i can't even understand how my own senior feels... i'm such a failure T_T...

Am I trying to get attention?
No. I'm just staying quiet!!
I'm not creating any trouble ok =.="

Lalala whoever wanna read my blog, you read laaaaaaaaaa
it's public :P
talk what you wanna talk~ stalk whoever you wanna stalk =.="~

ehhh :D i wanna kacau people~~~ but i don't feel like kacau-ing them =.=...
especially the cocky one =x~ kacau pun tak hirau, SIEN.

prefect life is never a perfect life but the experience will make your life become more perfect :D
BAH.
zzzzzz

Frustrated~?

Oh man some of the upper sixes wanna bring forward the OB Day!!
i thought we decided the date together???
I did announced it to everyone present that day.
But why were there still humans that didn't know about the date!?
Were they listening!?
If they were absent, then their fault la!
ahhhhhhhhhhh
alright, we organize this OB Day for the seniors,
so they are the priority
We DO respect them,
I DO respect them.
That's why I will not say those words in the meeting tomorrow.

But do they understand that we are already running out of time for preparation!?
and we are supposed to bring forward the date to 1 week earlier!?
Just because of something that pops out suddenly???
Alright, even if their event is not something that pops out suddenly, then why didn't they tell me on the day we choose our function date? By right, they should know that there're clashes, RIGHT!?
If that event--- a camp actually.
If it was only decided recently, then they should have know that date for OB Day earlier than knowing the date for the camp.
Why must OB day be the one that have to change date?
why can't they just change the camp date or just don't go that camp at all???
WHY WHY WHYYYYY???
uh.

MUST we listen to the seniors? 100%?
I'm not trying to step on their heads.
But I don't want the lower sixes to be underdogs either.
( I ain't. Never is.)
But. What the hell can I do?
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
...
nvm since we are good juniors.
so we will try our best to organize the OB Day within 3 weeks~

3 weeks.
Invitation not done! Mainly my fault, but the lucky part is that we haven't send the letter with wrong info of the date to the participating schools.
Fund raising- too many problems pops out everywhere!!
Gifts- they don't even know the budget, and I'm the one who have to plan it for them? Anyway, I just went to a gift shop and stayed there for 1 hour to look at all the gifts =.=".
Games- do we have a good point of playing those games? apakan misi, objektif, dan matlamat permainan tersebut???
Programme Book- I volunteered to do it because I don't want anyone to ruin it! But we haven't exactly confirm the performances and games, they don't even know the duration of time for each and everything, must I plan it for them too??? Am I the one who's supposed to plan it?
Performance- come on, 3 weeks, do you think we can practice the performance nicely!? Don't put high hopes on the performance, no high expectations thank you.
Decorations- Pn. Chan asked us to use back the choral speaking background =.=" ~ what the, i feel so environmental friendly by practicing this reusing backdrops materials for so many times~~~ but Merie said she can do it XD oh i love Merie ^^~
Look, i don't wanna fail in organizing this
I don't wanna fail anyone
I'm getting the scolding, teguran from teachers
and please, seniors, don't campur tangan...
we wanna give you girls surprises,
If the seniors want to know everything,
then how will the surprise be a surprise that will suprises them?

uh i wanna tell them all those things, but but butttttttttttt
it's so hard to let those thoughts comes out.
Man. Am I getting anti-social? =.="

When Jac asked me
'Wenjing, you penat tak?'
I just 'ya~'
and she made a comment that i sound like nothing je =.="
uhhh no, I do have emotions, I don't just smile all the time, I can't smile all the time
Adliza said maybe i did cry at home
I was like =_=lll LOL~
yea i wanna cry, but the tears refused to come out!! =.="
What to do?
haihz.

eeyerrrrrrrrr
think positively!!!!!!!
but don't procrastinate,
WE are running out of time!!
RUN RUN RUN!!!
haha.