Saturday, July 17, 2010

Static.

My shoulders feel lighter now! =)
After stepping down from being a prefect and president for form6 club.
HAH! i'm feeling rebellious!
I don't feel like following all the school rules, especially those irrelevant ones.
But too bad, I have to.
Once a prefect always a prefect.
Man =.= i shouted that line in the our step down performance.
Yeah yeah my line LOL. i didn't used mic and everyone in the hall could hear that :p
pretty impressive eh? XD
BUT =.= everyone would use that line against me if i break any rules! :/ oh well.

what did I actually gain from being a prefect? I don't wanna think about it.
I'm not really close to anyone i guess...?

I'm feeling lazy, especially at home.
OMG please separate me from the laptop!! i just keep playing, i dunno why. . .
I'm becoming more and more anti-social, i rarely talk to anyone, and when i talk, most of the time, others failed to understand what the hell i was talking about.
Sometimes, i don't even know what i was crapping.
GREAT. i need to write, talk and think more. MORE! MORE and MORE!!!

Somehow, I find difficulties in expressing myself... maybe that's the consequences of keeping everything to myself? But did I really do that?

I'm totally frustrated at myself for not participating in the 10km marathon this morning.
i woke up late, but after considering for 5 minutes:
i woke up at 6.30am,
the gathering time is at 6.45am
and it starts at 7.30am.
1st thought: "Even if I rush, Iwould be late. forget about the koko marks and the RM10 I paid."
DAMN. I never thought of taking cab!! WHY!? even if taking cab alone in the morning is risky, I wouldn't mind taking the risk and paying extra. BUT I NEVER thought of taking a CAB. Such a failure.
I gave up rushing to the spot. Instead, I went back to sleep. I didn't even try, I just gave up.
I regret not going when i see everyone back with their medals. I seriously hate myself for giving up, for losing hope. I could have been better than anyone else if I did tried.
What done is done. I'll never give up easily again, not a chance.

i should clean the room and study now, and yea, stop playing games!!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Happy things come first =D
we have the best form 6 orientation ever =) ~
I hope everyone else felt the same as me .-.
I love the party haha~ although i usually end up busy serving because it involved teachers :/
and i'm not a mean senior to order my juniors around or to interrupt others when they are eating.
Okay. I admit that I did kacau Poh Ching a lot hahaha since she's my assistant :D~
Anyway, thank you for those who volunteered to help =) i know you girls sayang me~~~ hahahahaha~~~
I just hope that the juniors wouldn't get much ragging from the seniors OxO;;
nvm we are niceeeeeee =))))

i love the present my mentees gave me :D it's lovely~
but one of the two left T_T... anyway, thank you for coming on the last day ^^!

hmmm... I'm becoming as isolated as ever O_o HA HA HA~
oh well, life is as usual, busy busy and BUSY~
alright. I know. My vocabulary is just so limited.

I'm feeling unmotivated to start a work, or to complete my works.
Teacher's Day is just around the corner, and so is our mid-term examination!!
There's just too much to do in such little time given to me, us, and... you~?
Haha.

Well, for examination, WE never have enough time to even study the subjects in DETAILS.
It's just flipping through and then you gain a short-term memory of what's on the paper or books we are going through and then poof! they are GONE! The short-term memory will only be followed by a long-term memory lost. GREAT.
Study for the sake of examination. Not that we wished to, but that's just what we have been indirectly lead to.

Teacher's Day. . .
Today is...?
Happy Teacher's Day~~~ =)

A nightmare for us to make the best day for you :/

Somehow when i look at everyone, I'm speechless. I'm tired of pushing anyone to work. If you don't wanna work, just tell me, i will get a replacement.
I lay my trust on you, yet you failed me.

Maybe I don't have leadership skills.
But why the hell am i chosen!?
Maybe someone else has leadership skills yet lack of responsibility?
Nah someone got chosen anyway.

I'm tired of smiling.
I hate faking a smile. It's so LAME.
I'm tired of having a stress face ~_~
It's suffering to wrinkle my forehead all day long.
Thank you my DEAR CBNners for "MAKING MY DAY".
I'm tired of having emotion.
At least, it's not necessary to show it to everyone.
Who are you to me?

=( Life is indeed unfair.
I stay back till over 3.30pm , even 6pm :/
And suffer the terrible traffic jam after 4pm+
Wasting my time in the dim bus.
Not being able to study just to protect my eye-sight from getting worst from worse, to blind.
Yet what did you do? Enjoying your life?

I just hope someday, somehow, they will wake up and learn what RESPONSIBLE and COOPERATION is and have the qualities with them.

i changed my background ^_^!
i'm sure you noticed it! you are definitely not BLIND~ right ^^?
Jia Wei is using the pink version one O_O
and i'm sure many people are using this too...
till i have the tme to make my own :/
till i make an unique one...
an original background

Monday, March 22, 2010

天蝎座の女生
拥有神秘魅力的天蝎座女子,常被其它女性视为爱情的威胁者。她并不一定很美,但通常她的一颦一笑,就会让 男人心里小鹿乱撞。她似乎有着一种激发异性内之深处原始欲望的力量。简单而俗气的说,就是一种性感。(瞧我说话的口气,显然就有点妒嫉!)

  有些天蝎座女子在外型和眼神中就传达出“勾魂慑魄”的气质。例如:崔苔菁、林青霞等超级巨星,就是这种既美丽又迷人的类型而我所见到多数的天蝎座女 子,尤其在年纪很轻的时侯,常常会像一只纯洁可爱的小白兔,满眼无邪的性感。不过,如果你因此而有了浪漫一下又何妨的念头的话,那你可就打错如意算盘了。 通常她敏锐的眼神立刻就能看穿你的心意。不过,就算你狡猾的骗到她的爱情,戏弄天蝎座女子感情的男人是肯定会得到教训的。你多少总看过一两部女性复仇的电 影吧!那些不顾一切报复变心男友的女主角该会给你一些警惕。

  很抱歉!我绝对不是说所的天蝎座女子都是那么的狠心、残酷。我只是想让你明白几乎每一个天蝎座女子都有着宁为玉碎的坚决态度。她可以柔媚的像水,也可 以激烈的像火。对我而言,那就是一种魅力(令女人嫉妒的魅力)。

  当然,或许你还是不太相信我的话。因为有好多天蝎座女子都是一付迷迷糊糊傻大姐的样子。跟朋友在一起的时侯也经常给人占点便宜。如果你真当她是个傻 瓜,我恐怕笨的人就你自己了。天蝎座女人向来对她喜欢的人是有些纵容的,因此,她多半不太会跟好朋友计较。而对于一些小事情,她是懒得伤脑筋的。其实,她 心里可是清楚的很,如果你太得寸进尺,那你就准备自讨没趣了。

  说了半天,我都在强调天蝎座女子有仇必报的特性,忘了告诉你,有恩必报也是她们的共同点。只要你真心对待她,她可不会少给你一分。在感情上她慷慨得 很,一点都不占人便宜。而且,要是有人对不起你,她肯定跟你同仇敌忾。记得我在初中刚转较到一个新学校时,碰到一些适应上的困难,和几个喜欢欺负“菜鸟” 的同学,当时就全靠着一位天蝎座的同学给我撑腰,替我主持公道。

  在很多情况之下,天蝎座的女人表现出的勇敢令男人望尘莫及。假如她真心的爱上你,即使全世界反对,都不会让她动摇。无论你们前途有多坎坷,她会陪你一 起闯,而且绝不叫苦。她的坚韧会让你觉得自己好象拥有了百万雄师。当一个天蝎座女人对你承诺“至死不渝”的时侯,她是认真的,而且她真的可以做到。

  天蝎座女子还有一点让我佩服的地方是,她们抑制情绪的本事。你几乎看不到一个涕泗纵横、情绪崩溃的天蝎座女子。我不是说他们不会,而是她通常不会让你 看到。即使她的心情伤痛到自杀的边缘,如果她不想让你知道的话,你还是什么都看不出来。在遭遇强烈打击的时侯,天蝎座的女人可以冷静的像冰。我认识的一个 天蝎座女人带了两个孩子站在意外死亡的丈夫的尸首旁边,一滴眼泪也没掉,沉默的处理着善后的事宜。凭良心说,我欣赏天蝎座的女子,她们爱的方式,那么好 强,那么有担当。这也是为什么多数天蝎座女子会活得比别人辛苦的原因了。

  当然,想要拥有如此强烈而炽热的爱,你势必得忍受她一些个性上的小缺点。第一,天蝎座的女子是有一点多疑的。她似乎想要探知你一切的秘密,她无法忍受 你一丝一毫的隐瞒,更不要说是欺骗了。关于这一点,你最好不要自找麻烦。骗她可不是件容易的事。我有位天蝎座的好友,非常不屑的接受了我给她“褔尔摩斯” 的封号。天蝎座女人有刺探秘密的原始欲望和本事。不过,至于她的秘密,她可以守口如瓶。你最好不要好奇。她是那种可以守一辈子的女人,沉得住气极了。

  第二,天蝎座女子在吵架的时侯,可是句句话都像刀,杀得你遍体鳞伤。除非她发现你刀枪不入,她或许会想别的办法修理你。比方说“冷战”,这也是天蝎座 女人的看家本领之一(我说过她绝对沉得住气)。总之,如果你激怒了她,或是你做错了事,她认为你该得到一些教训的话,她势必会找到惩罚你的方式,直到她认 为你确实得到了你“应得的”,方可善罢干休。

  我有个朋友曾把他和他天蝎座妻子吵架的经过说给我听,他说“她发脾气,我就不讲话。她更火大,我就去睡觉!她把音响开得很大声,不准我睡,我就说“那 我出去好了”她居然把门反锁,不让我出去。耗到半夜,直到我认真面对她提出来的问题,诚恳的提出解释,她才放我去睡觉。

  怎么样,天蝎座女子闹别扭的耐力果然惊人吧!所以我奉劝你在碰到这种情况的时侯,趁早弃甲投降,她或许会恕你自首无罪。不要觉得她有点欺人太甚,那是 她难以控制的激烈本性。但是,当战火平熄的时侯,她又会像温柔的毛毯一样,把你紧紧的包围起来,保证你很快就会忘记她刚才那个可恶的样子。

  天蝎座的女子对自己的男人的确有一点支配欲,那是她事事都想参与的目的,绝不是为了要凌驾于你之上,成为你的女王,她只是想要全力的帮助你走向成功之 路,因此才会事事都为你打算。如果你没有照她的意思去做,她会有一种恨铁不成钢的失望。她渴望你是一个坚强、勇敢又有智能的男人。却又担心你会太过独立而 离她太远。这一切的矛盾、多疑,以及强烈的占有欲,全是因为爱你才如此啊!

  天蝎座的女人没有平淡的爱,若不是全部,就是没有。而她对你的要求也是如此。赶快想清楚,这是一场惊心动魄的爱情,错过它,可就机会难求哦!
清純的處女座,其實很好色。
omg so funny XD
你以為他對你是忠誠專一,先店店一下吧....處女座的情人除非你能通過他給你的每份心裡測驗,還有專一 的考題..否則最愛的頭銜可不是那麼容易拿到手,如果拿到手的話,嘿嘿...
你繼續再拿兩項持家跟忠貞的金牌,那麼...處女座就非你莫嫁非妳莫娶了。




猜忌、謹慎的天蠍座,也會被禮物感動。
如果你只是玩玩的話,你還是省點力氣,免得被玩得是你唷。
如果你是真心的話,你可以多下點心,因為你會收到這輩子最深刻的回憶。
如果你又想玩又有真心的話,勸你自己要明白,當真心不到滿分的程度。
你被蠍子螫的機率絕對是百分百,絕對是痛到你會大喊,天蠍座的人很自私...


O_o.... omg i sell fish? lol............
兔男兔女-适合和不合婚配如下

兔男:
最佳- 与属鼠、属狗、属马、属羊、属猪、属虎的女性结婚。
不适宜- 与属虎、属猴的女性结婚。

兔女:
最佳- 与属鼠、属蛇、属狗、属猪的男性结婚。
不适宜- 与属猴、属鸡的男性结婚。


最佳*指->婚后可以相处融洽,天作之合.

不适宜*指->婚后常意见不合,吵吵闹闹,糟糕情况可能是刑克.




羊男:
最佳- 与属马、属猪、属猴、属鼠的女性结婚。
不适宜- 与属牛、属虎、属羊、属狗的女性结婚。

羊女
最佳-属兔、属蛇、属猴、属马的男性结婚。
不适宜- 与属虎、属羊、属狗的男性结婚。


最佳*指->婚后可以相处融洽,天作之合.

不适宜*指->婚后常意见不合,吵吵闹闹,糟糕情况可能是刑克.

yay ^-^!!!








天蠍座
... wah damn swt...
★正面的天蠍座性格: 磁性魅力,無人能抵,第六感直覺力強,無比性感,從不忘記也從不放棄。
☆負面的天蠍座性格: 支配性強,愛作神秘狀,對性太執著,也從不原諒。



處女座
@.@ really? haha ^^~
★正面的處女座性格: 工作賣力,盡職敬業,充滿理想,健康意識強,眼光好,靈活,機警。
☆負面的處女座性格: 有工作狂傾向,無可救藥的完美主義者,太迷信養生法,對自己沒啥信心。